will add more later and explain it as lovely story, until then, here is the basics of the fantasy - lately, i've been having a strong desire to be totally submissive. let my husband do anything imaginable to me...spanking and, well, basically soft torture I guess, insertions, and other things that can be considered humuliating and a bit painful.  Includes my husband watching me have sex with other men and with women, groups of people watching me masturbate, and being forced.  Not sure why I have been getting this growing urge other than I am an extremely busy woman with lots of responsibilities and I think I like the idea of just letting go of all control over my environment.