I am a nun. I have never done anything like this before. I really want to touch myself and see what an orgasm feels like. I have been having dreams about this. I need someone to talk to me and walk me through the steps. I also have been feeling like I want someone to watch me. Can anyone tell me anything? All of you seem so at ease with this. I get very aroused just thinking that you could go online with me while I touch myself. I am so nervous.