Theres nothing heavy about this story. Its about a girl ive fallen for but she wont accept me. I mean she does just not in the way i wish and so...

I shall begin.

The day started off with a hi and a hello. I waited for her answer then that time came. That time when she said sure ill meet you at the mall. I was excited because it wasnt just the first time id seen her it was the first time id really found someone who wanted me. We text'ed about how i wanted to be her puppy. She was to be my mistress..figuratively.

I sat up in my chair thinking what i should wear what i should say to her. It wasnt just her i was supposed to be meeting it was her mom. My heart pounded as i thought of things going on in my mind, what i should do how i should act. You know the basics.

The hour was at hand the next day. I woke up early and plotted my course i was going to take the bus. I got into my chair like i do every morning and day. I read that the best way was by bus. So I took the bus from one street to another thinking i was going to be late i texted her. She apparently hadnt even left. The day was slightly warn but i didnt care. I was deep in thought. I saw to kiss on the bus and i sighed with a deep thought. She wasnt interested in me in the first place. Not like that was going to happen. "i said to myself" She had mentioned not only would she be late but her mom hadnt even gotten out of the shower.

Boy was i bummed when she said she wasnt going but then she said she'd make it for me some way. I said id wait..which i did for 3 hours. I finally got the text. "im on my way" My heart was pumping i gave a heavy sigh and said to myself "shes coming alone?"

I was glad she did come alone. It meant i could feel slightly more at ease. We walked chatted and enjoyed the day. She wished she had found love. Thats what she said when she looked at the funny figures in the window. I gave a soft sigh then wrapped my arms around her waist. I thought it was invitation but it was more then awkward. I released my grip and said..today before we leave ill kiss her.

I dont think she considered it a date. I didnt even have any money barely enough for the bus. I felt stupid for even going. I knew she had another interest. She kept hinting atleast i thought she was hinting. After we walked around the mall we stopped and i looked into her eyes. I followed her everywhere. We went from shop to shop. The day was coming to a end atleast for me because of the bus. I waited at the stop and we stood there in silence. I felt so stupid for not doing something. I should have made a pass and kissed. I didnt though.

I walked away without a kiss but we did hug..which didnt last as long as i had hoped. The sad thing was just as i got on the bus i texted her woof..dog noises etc. then she stopped texting..then as i was walking home. She texted me..im already taken. My heart sank into deep remorse. I was so devistated. I thought something was off. I knew it was true. I cried as i walked home. Sad and dejected like i wasnt important.....

We still talked and what not but a week had passed. She had finally gone on a date with some other guy. I guess it was a date..i dont know..it didnt work out though..Maybe theres still some hope..in the future..

I hope this story is far from over....